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Well it has been awhile since I have posted to here.

A lot has been going on. The dj biz has been going pretty good compared to previous years.

I have not been hosting events this year. I have attended a few events hosted by others though. But I think I have missed more than I attended.

I really have been going through the emotions lately…….
Loneliness – I wish I had somebody who I could have some little time with. Actually wish to also find somebody to treat me little. To give me a bottle, cuddle me, lovingly change me.
Frustration – if you know me, you know I live with my mom, she does not drive-so that means that I take her to work and pick her up. She works midnight to 8 am. This means on the weekend when she works I can’t go away unless I get back by midnight.

Boredom – even though I can freely wear on the weekends. I don’t do anything but mundane tasks (shopping, eating, sleeping)

I think I will make an impromptu trip to the zoo saturday. Or maybe someplace else.

Saturday was a busy day.
I rolled out of bed wet my diaper as normal. Then went all the way and messed my diaper. Oh lord!! The smell was awful! It was beyond what I would put in my outside trash can, so I threw it in the dumpster at moms work.

Now it don’t matter how much I use the air freshener and the fans. Mom still smells it.

Next I gotta be a “big boy” and drop dj gear off for my other dj to do a party.

After breaking a sweat driving (the AC is broke in the van) I got her setup and headed home.

Once home I quickly packed a diaper bag and got diapered up in a thin diaper. I knew we were going to be driving for two hours and then stopping to check into a motel where I could change into a thick diaper for the drive in.

I commented to my mom that I was running low on my travel size wipes. To which I was told that I better not make any messy diapers then. (I don’t usually mess away from home as it is)

We stopped before leaving the hotel for soda and gas. Then we headed to the Field of Dreams drive in. We got a bucket of popcorn, pizza and more soda. Up first was karate kid – good movie.

At intermission I asked mom if she wanted more soda; to which she replied that if she drank more then she would have to use the poddy (porta potties). I replied back that I just went! LOL!

Up next was Robin Hood. This movie was boring for the first half, we were about to leave,then it got good.

All along I had been wetting my diaper, so I was quite soaked when we got back to the hotel I got my shorts and t-shirt off and unsnapped my onsie. There I lay in a soaked diaper and my change at my side. I dozed off but was awoken by my mom telling me to change my diaper as it looked soaked.

I stumbled to the bathroom and took off my diaper and it hit the floor with a splat/squish/thud. I got cleaned up and went back to the bed and got re-diapered and went to sleep.

My new years eve I had to work till 6pm. Then I came home and got diapered up for the night. I watched the ball drop wet my diaper and then went to bed.

In the course of the night I think I wet in my sleep at least once, and I know I wet twice on my own control.

I ended up going through about 4 diapers friday.

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